Drifting...

I feel as if i'm drifting away from everyone. I feel as if i don't talk to people anymore. I feel like i've just completely shut my door on them. those who i once trusted and talked to everyday now seemed to have disappeared from my life...in a matter of seconds...or minutes.. Sometimes....i would think about making the effort to start talking to them again...but i would think again...if they really wanted to talk to me and stuff..why don't they make the effort? Why do I have to be the one who makes the effort? I wonder sometime. I wonder...do anyone even care? And that stops me from taking that first step. So now..life is like...whatever comes comes...whatever goes goes.